The boss is gone.
Today was Luke's last day. At 16, he had been showing many signs of aging. He was occasionally disoriented. Aching bones made getting up and down more difficult. And most worrisome, he had been losing weight with no clear cause.
But over the weekend he became incontinent, and he had fits of crying. So today I took him to our vet to have his life gently ended.
I found Luke, along with his brothers Abe and Bodhi, on Good Friday of 1998. My cat Camille had died the week before, and I wanted two cats who were siblings in hopes that they would not fight the way that Camille and Coriander occasionally had.
Luke extended his arm through the shelter cage to pull me over to look at them. He was always in charge. But three? As fate would have it, the pairs of cats available that day were all long-haired cats, and I wasn't having any of that! So I told the adoption counselor I'd take them. She told me there was a two cat limit and I should choose. Ridiculous, I told her. They came in together, I would take them home together. After a thorough vetting the shelter agreed. That is how Abe, Luke and Bodhi became part of my family.
Luke quickly got Buster in line, and later that year when Buster died and puppy Oskar joined us, Luke again proved to be the boss. Over the years he's been my steady Freddy, my right hand man.
When we moved to Busy Solitude Farm, the cats got the opportunity to go outside. Luke basked in the sun, caught mice and voles, relaxed with me on a lawn chair. Ulani might chase Abe or Bodhi outside, or more recently Barnard, but Luke did not play that game. He held his ground. Living up to his make love, not war philosophy, Luke would even snuggle up to Ulani outside.
Despite the quick decline in his health this weekend, Luke stepped outside to sit in the sun for a few minutes, seeming to enjoy hearing the birds and smelling the air. We sat on the steps, Luke in my lap, and just took in the scene for a while.
But recovery was not in the cards, and now he's gone. Luke, the boss, was a great cat.